In this last week so much has happened. Major life decisions are being made, to possibly purchase our first home, at ages 64 and 60 this is a huge deal, beings neither of us have ever owned our own home.
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Death
When people die we are expected to be sad, but what if we really are not sad? I got word that my biological father has passed away. I went through the same thing when my biological mother passed, I had and have no feelings of closeness with them, and after being adopted I don't believe … Continue reading Death
Just a Great Day!
I cannot believe all the dumb tweets on Twitter. People will say anything to please themselves and mislead others. It was so bad when I visited Twitter about an hour ago that I tweeted my own tweet. Stating that I was appalled by the amount of frivolous and misleading lies and that I'd return in … Continue reading Just a Great Day!
I Don’t Want to be Cain
Oh my gosh! I listen to sermons while travelling in the car. I was listening to my original Pastor and his sermon on Cain and Able as he works through teaching the Bible line by line, precept by precept. I see things each time I hear or read the Scriptures, concerning myself. It's amazing how … Continue reading I Don’t Want to be Cain
My First Testimony
I will start with the fact that I was brought up until age 15 in Sunday school at the neighborhood First Baptist Church. Mama used to go with me and was a Sunday school teacher during my toddler years. That was while Daddy was overseas for nine months at a time. When he was home, … Continue reading My First Testimony
Come As You Are?
Why is it that our Lord say's, "Come as you are". I go to church and the message is don't come here as long as I'm living like this. Smoking cigarettes and cannabis. I have struggled with smoking for over 44 years and I've been smoking cannabis for my anxiety and it works great, but, … Continue reading Come As You Are?
Non Smoker
I wish this was true. I went December first and second with no smoking. Today, I blew it. So did my husband. But all is not lost for it's not been my power but pure Grace that has kept the cigarettes away this past 48 hours plus. It's amazing what I've witnessed. I don't even … Continue reading Non Smoker
Come Back!
I've been ill lately with an extra regime of things to go wrong. Been in the Emergency Room two times this past week for two different things, I needed to be there, both times. Now, I sit typing with two gaping holes in my gums where bad teeth once lived. Oh, I'll be the better … Continue reading Come Back!
Bohemian Rhapsody
Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on As if nothing really … Continue reading Bohemian Rhapsody
I CAN ONLY IMAGINE
"I Can Only Imagine" I can only imagine what it will be like When I walk by your side I can only imagine what my eyes will see When your face is before me I can only imagine Yeah Surrounded by your glory What will my heart feel? Will I dance for you, Jesus, Or … Continue reading I CAN ONLY IMAGINE
“A Thousand Years” (Lullaby)
Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave? How can I love when I’m afraid to fall But watching you stand alone? All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I’ll … Continue reading “A Thousand Years” (Lullaby)
Sitting Still
Here I am, every eighth week in the hospital with an I.V. in my arm, the nurses are going to infuse me with powerful medication, Entyvio. I have severe small bowel Crohne's. In 2017 I was taken by ambulance to a nearby hospital that was NOT equipped to help me. I had gone septic with … Continue reading Sitting Still
Slowing Down
I have to say that lately life has been difficult. Not in a terribly bad way but, not good either. I had realizations lately that my anxiety level is through the roof. I listened carefully at church on Sunday, always looking for the shoe that fits. In this case I heard a lot of the … Continue reading Slowing Down
Heavenly Tat
My daughter gifted me a tattoo. A special one, she said, a must have. 'Rev 21:4'. "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." She got the same … Continue reading Heavenly Tat
Leap Year is Comin’!
Wow! My 'real' birthday is coming next year. Yes, I'm a leap year 'baby'. As old as I am that name, 'leap year baby' seems a bit ridiculous at this point. Giggle. Yes, for the first time since I turned 16, I am having a big birthday, number 6-0, actually is going to land on … Continue reading Leap Year is Comin’!
Veteran’s Day
Parade, parade, parade! Yes, That's what was on the schedule for today, it was wonderful, the people stopped a number of times to thank my husband for his service. Deserving, he accepted with kind, 'thank you.' The grand-kids went along, better than staying home, they said. LOL. Kids, someday they will learn but until then … Continue reading Veteran’s Day
I Mean, Where Have I Been?
Gosh, tonight I'm presented with a plea, "Please send me an invitation to come see you". There was more, but the gist of this is, 'wow!, I asked questions in return, the possible visitors could number from one to as many as three. I'm hoping for one, and that's all I can do. I live … Continue reading I Mean, Where Have I Been?
Another Fine Day
I cannot believe the depth that wickedness can and has gone. With the state of America's government and with the state of our global well-being AND the awful state of our society, it is just scary if your around 60 or older, I can't speak for anyone younger. I know these must be the pioneers … Continue reading Another Fine Day
What to Do?
I've been sort of looking through all the blogs that have rules, or reasons or causes in writing a blog. Didn't much care for most. I know all that information is helpful and probably important but it simply made my blogging adventure confusing. That I don't need. The one suggestion I loved was that no matter what a person writes, always they need to believe what they write.
A Happy Sunday to all!
Good morning! Another Sunday is in the making. Not going to make it to church this morning, it's not what I want, but I just think with all the medication changes I am going through that I won't be able to get through two plus hours of church. Just feeling way fatigued and out of … Continue reading A Happy Sunday to all!
Good Morning!
Well, good morning to all! I have accomplished sleeping until almost 7 a.m. as of this morning! What's the big 'to-do' about? Well, two months back and for a good number of years prior to this I was not able to sleep, especially in the REM cycle. It put a lot of fear into me. Affecting my alertness, the heavy fatigue, my memory was affected a lot.
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