Love between a man and a woman is the greatest blessing we could hope for. True love is not common for us any longer.
Home!
God has blessed this old woman.
Begin Again
Health and wellness are so important for life to run smoothly for me.
Home?
When will I be home again? Maybe in a way I could never have imagined. What's a dream of a small child to grow up to have a husband, home and children? Struggling through life from leaving Mama and Daddy, for half of life jumping from one apartment or house to another living and being … Continue reading Home?
Light
Just running thoughts but our fear based beings are called to rid our selves of all fear that is not there to protect us. The fear that ruins our lives to step on to another level of life. Even though we know it's the right and a good thing to do. We drift and we … Continue reading Light
Watch!
I don't understand how people can be so evil and outwardly wrong, it's not even about beliefs, lying is bad no matter who you are and making things up and breaking the law, these things are not about who people are they are BAD! Why are the people getting away with this, it's disgusting. Yes, … Continue reading Watch!
My Mind
It's just so odd, the feeling these medications are leaving me with. I've never felt like this before and the lost feeling that's part of it isn't like a normal lost feeling to me, I normally can out think or overcome my feelings of being lost in life in general. I think these meds the … Continue reading My Mind
One More Day
I want better, for myself and my husband. I want to have an active life but, instead it's very sedentary. Yeah, I've been sick and that happened after I started to get my feet on the ground from taking myself off of Fentynal patches, 100 mcg. My gosh, it wasn't an issue until I had … Continue reading One More Day
Struggles
Good morning! Everyone! Life struggles is my middle name, lol. I've been ill for over a few months now. Not feeling well is the end result of what is going on, I hope. Many times someone can be ill and still function but my illness has attacked my immune system, I have three strikes against … Continue reading Struggles
New Snow
What a beautiful clean scene after a snowfall.
Home
In this last week so much has happened. Major life decisions are being made, to possibly purchase our first home, at ages 64 and 60 this is a huge deal, beings neither of us have ever owned our own home.
Death
When people die we are expected to be sad, but what if we really are not sad? I got word that my biological father has passed away. I went through the same thing when my biological mother passed, I had and have no feelings of closeness with them, and after being adopted I don't believe … Continue reading Death
Impeachment!
I'm sad that our country has come to this. We watch the news 24/7 and have for a number of years now. It's incredible the hate that I see based on what my guess is the ending of padding the lefts personal wallets. Our President Trump has NOT committed a crime. The left has taken … Continue reading Impeachment!
Just a Great Day!
I cannot believe all the dumb tweets on Twitter. People will say anything to please themselves and mislead others. It was so bad when I visited Twitter about an hour ago that I tweeted my own tweet. Stating that I was appalled by the amount of frivolous and misleading lies and that I'd return in … Continue reading Just a Great Day!
I Don’t Want to be Cain
Oh my gosh! I listen to sermons while travelling in the car. I was listening to my original Pastor and his sermon on Cain and Able as he works through teaching the Bible line by line, precept by precept. I see things each time I hear or read the Scriptures, concerning myself. It's amazing how … Continue reading I Don’t Want to be Cain
My First Testimony
I will start with the fact that I was brought up until age 15 in Sunday school at the neighborhood First Baptist Church. Mama used to go with me and was a Sunday school teacher during my toddler years. That was while Daddy was overseas for nine months at a time. When he was home, … Continue reading My First Testimony
OMGosh!
I cannot even believe that the government is so split. That 'hate' is our main staple in the large scheme of things. Impeaching a president for made up accusations, I've been a victim too many times, just not on a global scale, of course. Some of these hate mongers don't even know American history, they … Continue reading OMGosh!
Come As You Are?
Why is it that our Lord say's, "Come as you are". I go to church and the message is don't come here as long as I'm living like this. Smoking cigarettes and cannabis. I have struggled with smoking for over 44 years and I've been smoking cannabis for my anxiety and it works great, but, … Continue reading Come As You Are?
Non Smoker
I wish this was true. I went December first and second with no smoking. Today, I blew it. So did my husband. But all is not lost for it's not been my power but pure Grace that has kept the cigarettes away this past 48 hours plus. It's amazing what I've witnessed. I don't even … Continue reading Non Smoker
Come Back!
I've been ill lately with an extra regime of things to go wrong. Been in the Emergency Room two times this past week for two different things, I needed to be there, both times. Now, I sit typing with two gaping holes in my gums where bad teeth once lived. Oh, I'll be the better … Continue reading Come Back!
Bohemian Rhapsody
Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on As if nothing really … Continue reading Bohemian Rhapsody
I CAN ONLY IMAGINE
"I Can Only Imagine" I can only imagine what it will be like When I walk by your side I can only imagine what my eyes will see When your face is before me I can only imagine Yeah Surrounded by your glory What will my heart feel? Will I dance for you, Jesus, Or … Continue reading I CAN ONLY IMAGINE
“A Thousand Years” (Lullaby)
Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave? How can I love when I’m afraid to fall But watching you stand alone? All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I’ll … Continue reading “A Thousand Years” (Lullaby)
Sitting Still
Here I am, every eighth week in the hospital with an I.V. in my arm, the nurses are going to infuse me with powerful medication, Entyvio. I have severe small bowel Crohne's. In 2017 I was taken by ambulance to a nearby hospital that was NOT equipped to help me. I had gone septic with … Continue reading Sitting Still
Slowing Down
I have to say that lately life has been difficult. Not in a terribly bad way but, not good either. I had realizations lately that my anxiety level is through the roof. I listened carefully at church on Sunday, always looking for the shoe that fits. In this case I heard a lot of the … Continue reading Slowing Down
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