I’m so done! I’m done with EVERYONE I know and have ever known! I’m done with Ideas that I can change to please others. I am ok. I am the way God made me. I am 64 years old and my God is Jesus! He has made me the person I am today and as sick as I feel right now with hurt, anger and pain as to the state of this world and the state of anyone who interacts with me. I am NOT the one with the issues. No one accepts me for who I am. I do NOT hurt others, in fact, as far as the man I’m married to I have given EVERYTHING I am and what I haven’t given he has taken from me. I am so done with all of this. No one loves me and that’s ok. I do not believe humans can love. Our love is always selfish, to make ourselves feel ok. You want to know the severe cost of even being involved with other people on any level? It costs our whole beng. It costs our families, our material possessions. Our truth, Our heart. It’s all on display for people to all think they know better but the fail to present themselves in love. It’s ALWAYS soaked in deceit and lies. EVERYONE.