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Since the first option to quarantine the world, it’s been a very frustrating time, although it is a lot better now. My husband kept me in solid quarantine in our new home as of the first week upon moving into our new blessing. I missed my grandchildren and visits with my daughter, she would do my shopping the first two months, then i started going out, but at that point, going out, had become an event of a bit of fear. I’m careful what I believe from the smaller districts government wise. They are saying now, these masks are a bad idea. very unhealthy to breath with our mouths and nose covered, i even see people driving on hot days down the street, mask tightly in place, but shouldn’t be. Soon this will change, masks have been a mistake, Anthony Fauci has admitted to it and he is the top doc America is listening to. Now if the governors would stop making ‘laws’ yes, they are called ‘orders’, but you can lose a business, a customer or many, you can get a misdemeanor if ticketed for not wearing a mask, where did our freedoms go? The problem isn’t wearing masks, per se, but the fact that mainly

Well, pretty much, the last time I have written was upon moving into our first new home ever! Alas, as I mentioned the quarantine had begun that very week. I am so, so grateful for the schedule of virus events that we were not locked into our previous residence. It was a bad situation, here, now things have grown and I know the surrealness of it all. It’s all come together like the HUGE Blessing that it is. Sometimes it just hits me the reality of it all. Since i was a toddler i wanted a home of my own, Until March 12, I had only known rentals, many of them not really acceptable living situations but it always was ‘home’ to me. I never held back decorating or so-to-speak ‘hanging my hat’ where ever I lived. I can be honest, I let go of having a real home many years ago, and I did not become bitter, BUT…

My mama told me many years ago that when we were shopping, toys were not always my priority, sometimes I would shop for bathroom rugs, towels, cook wear, always looking for home decorations or just the general necessities. I still do the same, lol. She aged me as pre-five year old when shopping in this respect.

Anyway, most of my home decorations has come from years of collecting. This shows a true blessing from God, everything here has a place, whether put away or displayed, I am working on a nautical theme in and around our home. Some things are new, some are made and some are in the process or planning stage of being created.

I’ve been in many moods since March 12th, much I can attribute to the deep depression and sickness I had from our previous apartment. My husband agreed at how distant we had become, not from each other but from joy and cheer, it had died and hope of that apartment being a home was lost. This was the first place i’d ever lived that affected me in this way, it’s taken time to heal from that darkness.

I don’t want to drone, only to get writing again, maybe i can make a run at writing more regularly, or if at all.

Today, there is hope in my life, in my day, in my heart and this is of the Lord. It shall be and continue and I can begin now on revamping my walk with Him.

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