Home?

When will I be home again? Maybe in a way I could never have imagined. What's a dream of a small child to grow up to have a husband, home and children? Struggling through life from leaving Mama and Daddy, for half of life jumping from one apartment or house to another living and being … Continue reading Home?

Light

Just running thoughts but our fear based beings are called to rid our selves of all fear that is not there to protect us. The fear that ruins our lives to step on to another level of life. Even though we know it's the right and a good thing to do. We drift and we … Continue reading Light

Watch!

I don't understand how people can be so evil and outwardly wrong, it's not even about beliefs, lying is bad no matter who you are and making things up and breaking the law, these things are not about who people are they are BAD! Why are the people getting away with this, it's disgusting. Yes, … Continue reading Watch!

My Mind

It's just so odd, the feeling these medications are leaving me with. I've never felt like this before and the lost feeling that's part of it isn't like a normal lost feeling to me, I normally can out think or overcome my feelings of being lost in life in general. I think these meds the … Continue reading My Mind

One More Day

I want better, for myself and my husband. I want to have an active life but, instead it's very sedentary. Yeah, I've been sick and that happened after I started to get my feet on the ground from taking myself off of Fentynal patches, 100 mcg. My gosh, it wasn't an issue until I had … Continue reading One More Day

Struggles

Good morning! Everyone! Life struggles is my middle name, lol. I've been ill for over a few months now. Not feeling well is the end result of what is going on, I hope. Many times someone can be ill and still function but my illness has attacked my immune system, I have three strikes against … Continue reading Struggles

Death

When people die we are expected to be sad, but what if we really are not sad? I got word that my biological father has passed away. I went through the same thing when my biological mother passed, I had and have no feelings of closeness with them, and after being adopted I don't believe … Continue reading Death